Month: November 2022

I didn’t know what came next, I had no plan. Golf had become my identity over the years and I was deciding to take a step away from that. It felt unusual. Even with everything that had happened over the last year, golf still felt like my escape. But I finally realized what a bad…

I look back.. I wonder if I should have done things differently. This question goes through my mind daily. I guess I will never know. At the start of the year, all I could think about was getting away from Northern Ireland. It brought me so much sadness. I couldn’t walk into my house without…

It feels like that gut feeling is never wrong.  No matter how much you try to ignore it, it never leaves you. But I could never have imagined the extent of what was coming my way. My college coach sat me down and my mum was on the phone. That’s when the thoughts ran around…

It’s not an easy thing to do, to hold your hands up, feel vulnerable and say “I am struggling and I need help.” I’ve always thought it was easier to keep pushing on alone in silence, until I couldn’t do it anymore, I hit breaking point.   So many emotions and thoughts…The panic attacks, grief, anxiety,…